I find this song really matches of what I have in my mind.

Come up to meet you, Tell you I’m sorry, You don’t know how lovely you are
I had to find you, Tell you I need you, Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, And ask me your questions, Aww let’s go back to the start
Runnin’ in circles, [sounds like] Comin’ our tails, Heads on the science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Aww take me back to the start
I was just guessin’, At numbers and figures, Pullin’ the puzzles apart

Questions of science, Science and progress, Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, Come back to haunt me, Oh when I rush to the start
Runnin’ in circles, [sounds like] Chasin’ our tails, Comin’ back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Aww It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m goin’ back to the start..

Coldplay – The Scientist

Lies.

June 30, 2008

Everything was just a lie to me. I have this ‘spider sense’ tingling within me. I have that ‘someone’ telling me to take a peek on what was going around me.

But to my dismay, my bad vibes were right. Everything was just a lie that has been thrown at me. I am so emotionally tired running after to someone i dont know if she is worth running after. In early stages, i have this hunch that this will go ‘wrong’. Even with that hunch, i tried to get on with it and telling myself ‘everything will go back to normal‘. I was trying so hard to get back my loyalty and trust again to her – everything.

*sigh*

I guess its time to cut off the play and learn to let go. Being emotionally tortured is more painful rather than being physically tortured in a fraternity.

I know you know what I am talking about.

Conscience & Dignity

June 29, 2008

Do these 2 exists? I wonder. The world is ethereal. Everything can be considered as lies, or the other way around.

Well nothing much of importance that happened this day. Ya Really.

Slept the whole morning and woke up around 12noon then my friend came by to my house to transfer some game files to his CD & Flash Disk. After that, we went to his house, installed all the stored files to his PC and gone with some little troubleshooting on his faulty CD Drive. No luck though, the CD Drive has been degraded to a mere junk, and it spells replacement.

In the evening, we indulged ourselves with some snacks and later on went to have some dinner meal before i went home around 8pm.  And oh, i forgot to mention this, almost half day of Sunday was soaked in heavy rain. 😮

Hmm.. what to do now.. oh wait i forgot.. I got a long exam in my Major Class tomorrow at 8am.. Aahh!

Study! Study! Study!

no time for slacking now.. =(

Yay. This is my initial blog header for now (since the original one isnt that attractive to me). I’ll be changing the header from time to time if I can get more creative idea what to make next. 🙂

Stirred Thoughts

June 28, 2008

Life is cruel, yes we all know it.

I wonder when will this ‘confusion’ end. Relationships come and go. Some stay like hanging in Spider silks’ thread. I am loyal, but even loyalty can be clouded with doubts and fears on a certain being. Promises are made to be broken as they say but i dont know how this statement will affect me in my current state.

But even lies are in just infront of me, sincerity and eagerness – thats what im holding on for now, wont fail.. No matter how hard is it, striving for the good is only the best option.

.. sabi ni Inday sa kanyang sarili habang nagmumuni muni

Stupid ISP. So so unreliable. Unbelievably NO rebate on their downtime. Sheesh. Such a waste on my families’ budget.

And hell, im having such a bad intermittent connection right now. Sigh. I wonder when will this suffering will end. I guess im gonna skip playing online game for now. 😦

Boring Friday

June 28, 2008

Friday. It spells gimiks and night-outs for most people out there. But not really that applicable to all – including me. Sigh.

Anyway the rest of the day is still the same like the other days, busy with school stuffs.  Although my Chem class was starting to get serious… NOT – the fun side is still lingering around the room with my wacky classmates 🙂

Prelim is starting to draw near as days swiftly pass by. July is the month for the Preliminary Exams. Its better to stock up early on information and study ahead of time.

Hurrah. My primary blog is born! 🙂

1:05 AM

Still clouded with thoughts around me. Its pretty hard sneaking up on someone’s account and sniffing all the informations that I needed to know. Well it can take time to track a ‘person’ but its not impossible to do as long you’re equipped with proper knowledge in -/+ Networking. Tuesday is pretty nostalgic for me, same seat, same classmates, same teacher, same environment.

Oh wait. The weather is a little bit undecided which season to drop off in Iligan. At high noon, its scorching hot like a freakin’ desert and in late noon it was like a paradise drenched in heavy rain.

Poof. Poof. Boom.

1:10 AM

Wala lang, still writing this blog with the idea being stated here is only going for loop statements, and all were meaningless and pointless. Im just letting my hands write what it wants to write. Oh silly, this isnt writing, its TYPING. 😀

So thats it for now.. Ciao ciao, later again.

– Ken out