To the world she may be just a person..

I wonder how should I start? Its currently 1:34 AM and im still wide awake. My mind is already full of thoughts and plans and it feels like its getting cramped up inside my head. I need to write it up.
So, my story was tragic, particularly my lovelife. (Oh geez, can i get more cheesy enough, hah! ) Well seriously, my happy times were only short lived when I was still young and innocent. Stories have been weaved carefully, you will thought of it like a perfect one but no, it isnt. My past relationship is only a joke, a really big joke.

Luckily something came up recently that i didnt saw it coming.

And here came Zyl, a simple gal with a simple heart yet she’s way too cute to handle. Our 1st meeting (virtually) is in Friendster where she sent a random message to me. Yes, i admit its kinda awkward and lowly to some people who met thru this Social networking site but hey, they dont dictate our lives. 

Anyway to continue, the story between us is very simple. Maybe because our tragic story have similarities and we strongly believed we havent done anything wrong from [them] and will go venture forth to the new relationship we’re in. Stronger than before, much better than our past.

I know, life goes on and on. She maybe just another girlfriend of mine like others say. I say no, she is something more special to me. I dont know and im not sure how to put it in words but one thing for sure, im into her. Why? I simply love her. There may be other girls, much better than her but they’re just there. My love wont go away from her, never and i wont. Im taking this relationship into serious one and as much as possible the best and last one for real. :p

This may be just too boring to read but this is all i can put up by this time (1:45 PM). I think i need to sleep now.. i still have many things to do in preparation of our 1st Monthsary.

H0we, if ever you’re reading this. I love you so much. I maybe cant give everything to you, but im doing what I can do to my very best. I wont be making promises here (yeah, they’re made to be broken) sooo, if ever there are holes coming up between us, im ready to patch it up because I cant afford to let you go and i have no plans to let it happen also

I love you and Happy 1st Monthsary.. (woops advance!)