Blue flame is hotter but Orange flame is much brighter

[Repost - Blog post of August]

In human survival, we need heat, we need warmth but that doesnt satisfy a human being alone.  In the expense of human evolution, we experience a stir of mixed emotions & social interaction, allowing us to be flexible in any certain ways – and that includes of adapting & experiencing new ways of life.

Absence of that ’something’ can leave a gap within us, like a big black hole sucking all our possible happiness & joy. We can never be happy. We always seek for that one, fighting for every possibility to satisfy our emotional needs. Every one of us get tired eventually, physically, spiritually & emotionally. I guess im one of them that is growing tired waiting all this time thinking all will go well. But its not my fault to fall over to someone else overtime, thats human adaptation.

Blue flame is hotter, giving more meaning to life which is essential to every living being but like the heat, every living thing needs ‘light’ also, as for the humans it is enlightenment. Without it, we are lost – so am I.

Only time will tell whats right & whats the best. God knows. No person can really hold on to something ethereal without the accompaniment of some ‘binding’ things.

Love: Contrasting my emotions

I wonder how this all started.. Before, I thought of her as a friend but little did I know im already falling for her. The feeling was just exhilirating every time I’ll have a talk to her either on phone or in simple chat thru Yahoo Messenger / Xat Chatroom.

Its that same feeling that gets you to smile everyday, making you restless when you’re about to sleep because you cant stop thinking about her. Im really thankful she came into my life in the right time when im about to be broken and shattered into pitiful pieces.

My emotions and my feelings cant be measured by words alone but ill tell you, whoever is reading this -